I am not afraid!

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullah

Hello hyeeee

Fear.
Do you fear something? As for me, yes I do. We can't deny that fear overpower our feeling and emotions in certain situations. Sometimes, it can't be avoided that it leads to anxiety, nervous and uneasy feeling. Ok.

Yeah baby that's what I am talking about. i feel this so true.Especially the lines that mention about rejection and not being loved back. Both of these two lines are much related with being rejected, right. Actually the sentences above me (is it a poem??) was read by my English lecturer when I was in KMPk and I was so focused and my mind kept thinking, imagining and relating everything when I was in English class since primary school. Omg I love English, the class, and the lecturer/teachers. I am so into it!

Ok back to my point, whatever we do we want to be accepted isn't it? 

When we are on the stage, giving a talk or even performing, we want people to watch,listen or be entertained by what do we offer, isn't it?

When we enter new school, we want people around us to accept us so we can make new friends, isn't it?

When we have new ideas, we expect people to listen to it and consider some new changes, isn't it.

When we tell someone that we love them, we want them to love them back, right (not necessarily hahahah)

But sometimes, what bother us to make the move might be because we are scared of being rejected. We decide to just continue sit in our comfort zone and not taking the challenge to get out of it! 

Little did we know that rejection may bring us to somewhere better. What do we do? Work hard for what we want and tawakkal. If still, we don't get what we want, then it means it is not meant for us. InshaAllah, Allah has something better for us. Just believe :) "Allah gives what we need, not what we want"

"...But perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you; and perhaps you love a thing and it is bad for you. And Allah Knows, while you know not." (Al Baqarah 2:216)

 Alright, I would like to share with those who read this that I will continue my studies in degree very very soon. I will be registering as a student in Universiti Malaysia Sarawak (UNIMAS) in Ijazah Sarjana Muda Sains Sosial (Kajian Khidmat Sosial). Finally, I will be studying wayyyyyyy far from Ipoh. I am quite excited because I am travelling far from home, it's like very challenging but at the same time I feel very nervous y'know because why? Because y'know la why. Haha

By the way yes I am going far from science stream as I have mentioned in this post that I am not going to be in science stream anymore after matriculation and I am so grateful that I finally get to continue my studies in what I have really wanted! Social work studies sounds really interesting to me hehe. Pray for me that everything will be fine, inshaAllah :D

p/s: I will be taking my flight to Kuching alone, for the first time T.T