Wowow wow wow when is it... the last post?
Fuhhh fuhhh let's get this blog clean first, so dusty!
I am deeply sorry for not updating it! :(
I truly miss this blog though :)
Yup. This Ramadhan is actually not slightly but totally different from my Ramadhan before this.
I celebrated it at hostel, without families around. Everything was done in a hurry. Not like when I was at home. sooo relax, like so not really tired. Hmmm totally different!
But Alhamdulillah I love it!
It makes me realise that Ramadhan can be more meaningful if we learn it from hardship and pain(not really).
It taught me to be more strong and be grateful for I have around me.
But yeah I can't deny. I feel so sad. My prayer my ibadah, my deeds towards Him is just reallllllllly not enough. I have done so little and I really hope I can experience next Ramadhan. How much I have wasted every days and nights of beautiful Ramadhan. Makes me feel guilty towards the Almighty and feeling down. I... don't take it like seriously. I need more motivation to be a better person. Ameen.
So.. we have almost reached the end of Ramadhan 1434H.
Some is sad but some is happy
Whatever it is
Let us pray
May we become a better person
Who reflect and ask ourselves
Is this enough?
Does it stops here?
The meaning of ramadhan is huge
Not about not eating
Not about not drinking
But about knowing
Who we are
How good is it
We can hold on to our iman
And how we learn from
This Holy month
And before I stop. I would like to say
SELAMAT HARI RAYA.
MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN.
SEMOGA AWAK SEMUA DAPAT MENYAMBUT SYAWAL DENGAN GEMBIRANYA.
MINTA MAAF JIKA SAYA ADA TERKASAR BAHASA, KEKHILAFAN YANG SENGAJA ATAU TIDAK SENGAJA. SESUNGGUHNYA SAYA MANUSIA YANG HINA LAGI KERDIL (FIZIKAL TAK KERDIL)
Jangan makan banyak sangat nanti cirit-birit dan nanti bertambah berat, menyesal macam saya.