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Saturday, April 28, 2012

I.... do not know.

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullah
Hello Hye

So many things happened in this week. I feel so empty. So full of anger. So lonely. Like no one really understands me. I feel like in my own world.

I am not feeling happy. Not necessary happy but the I can't feel the calmness feeling. Too many things are playing in my mind. Like what to do, how do i overcome it, what's gonna happen next.

The thing is I think too much. I worried too much. I expected the best and maybe... I am way far from Allah swt.

I know everything happen for a reason. Allah knows best for me. But, I can't really handle it well if I keep it alone. I cannot stand it anymore. I've hurt so much. Arghh. I am just confused.

I know I am not perfect. I know I am full of sin. But please don't do this to me.
I hate to think about this.

I've been living in hypocrisy.
Faiqah is nice, Faiqah is this, Faiqah is that..
When it is actually not!

When someone said like that
I felt guilty
I felt ashamed

But I really want to...

Arghhh shut up...

5 love(s) me:

Hikaru Yui said... [Reply to comment]

everyone feels this sometimes
take ur time


Faiqah Umaira said... [Reply to comment]

@Hikaru Yui: Thanks a lot. Just a small matter. Saya merepek haha XD

Atiqah Nur said... [Reply to comment]

Faie,why? sorry if i do anything wrong to you :( whats wrong? can you tell me? but i wont force you to tell me. be strong faie, i know you can be strong!

Cara Pemesanan Trica Jus said... [Reply to comment]

its true... !

Faiqah Umaira said... [Reply to comment]

@Atiqah Nur : As told at school XD Yeah, Insyaallah!

@Trica Jus : XD


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